my guilty, my sorrow...

What a bad day today, and i just want to take a quick glance on the christmas tree with her, but,...what have i done. Such a terrible attitude of me. Sorry deeply in my heart,...im sorry!=( however, i still bring her out to zhong hua lou for dinner. She ate quite a lot! That balacan! Waaaa,....seldom see girl love lasak punya 酱！OMG!! hahaha!! but, she is unique,...very unique,....yes, and i still love her, deep deep inside my heart. And im kinda weird@@ Argh!!! Anyway, thanks for her smile again. Something behind the stone i think,...herm,....Well, i will go and ask her someday. And im sorry again, if i hurt you today. Sorry...

什么样的心情。。。

好伤，好伤。。。从来就没有这样的伤心过。谁会懂，谁会知？没有一个人。只有自己咽下这股伤感。要好好休养自己。。。我会这样锻炼我自己。可是，感觉，就好象在欺骗自己。原来，我太过单纯，以为找到真爱，可换来的，只是，朋友吗？为什么，为什么，。。。我做错了什么，告诉我，请你告诉我！！！

朋友比较重要。。。呵呵。。。以前，你就这样赖我，说我，说我把朋友排第一。那时候，就根本不知含情。如今，我才知道，了解，什么叫，把朋友排第一。我好笨，好傻。。。伤我好深，你知道吗？你知道吗？？？！！！！！！你的答案，不知道，就是无声。。。

爱上一个把我当朋友的人，真的真的，好傻。难道，我就这样一辈子。。。吗？不会，我相信，会有一个很爱我的女生。可是。。。不懂怎么形容。会是你吗？？？？？？

我在渴望什么？ 你的爱。你的真心。很难吗？除非，你对我死心，淡了。请你告诉我，这会让我觉得很丢脸，还死赖着你，很丢脸。。。我是男生，为什么会这样子？为什么？？？？！！！！

你说我喜欢你，是现在而已。呵呵。。。就是不相信。。。好，那么，就去学着说谎，到处骗人，骗女生！。。。我不是一个好孩子，很坏，很坏的。说我好，是在称赞我吗？。这世界，有很多个好人。。。而，我这好人，就是容易被欺负。。。。。。。

坦白的对我好吗？ 请你坦白的。对我死心了，就告诉我，我会，慢慢离开你，远离你，不会再这样烦着你。我答应你，毕竟，可能，我可能对你不好了，我对你不懂要怎么表达我的爱。表达能力，真的很差。。。

这就回去，找出我真的想要的答案了。很快，很快了。。。请你全部告诉我！！！不要再这样继续伤害我，知道吗？？！！！！你的答案，将会改变一切，真的，请你相信我。就当你以前都不相信我，可是，这次的相信，你会明白。

这些话，先说在前，我，。。还是爱你，喜欢你，直到，我等到我要的答案，一切，将会改变。。。。宝贝。。。。。，不要让我失望。。。

怕你多情，我的心情也不定下来。我相信你。你要好好爱自己，知道吗？一万万句对不起，离开你是不得已。真的真的很不愿意，又让你哭泣，让你伤心。我会回来看你，宝贝，。。。还能叫你宝贝，我很开心，是我的荣幸，我会珍惜你这宝贝。。。

So damn miss my honey.

Honey, i see the video you play "xiao mi fen"...i really miss you very much. Im sad in heart. Truely, heartly, deeply.. I cant attend your birthday party, really down. Im here, would like to apologize to you. I will treat you if im back=) i promise.=) you are the only one i love the most. Now i know who i love now, hope you will do the same things to me, same feeling to me. Promise me... I will try to calm down myself. And sometimes, Ah yew is crazy when i bad mood there, bang the door loudly. Im sure, he is scared by me. haha!

And i know you play frisbee! =) thanks god that my honey is happy also in her birthday. Thank you very much. Almost every night, i dreamed on you too. You are so good to me in the dream, and sometimes, you angry me. Sure i will sad when i wake up. Honey, ah seng has many things to tell you. Many many questions want to ask you too. I will wait after your exam. I will....

A pig Day

And i was awaken by mum in the morning. Heard from my Aunty tat pajero's tyres pancit le. Asked me change it. == Haiz.. mafan. Dey ar....dun noe wat to say, how to say. All my hands and t shirt black after tat. And the locked key make my life so difficult. lolz

In the afternoon, i suppose to go village with mum. But i asked my sister go. Lazy day. Haha=b But i need to bring my mei mei to tuition. And i sleep jor in the car at traffic light thr. wow!

Thanks for somebody caring. haha=b Sori for her lor. Din message or reply her when she needs help. Im not good...sleeping there. And i cant sleep ler. Start from 5pm sleep till 10pm...haha! She sleeps ler ba? Indeed. Dont know wat she wans sometimes coz im stupid.@@ No reply me. So small heart also sometimes. blekkk~Zen yang? lai da wo lo~ wakaka=b Good nitez ba. Will try to force myself to sleep after tat. sniff sniff.

Angry!

My fren, Jackson is leaving us today. We mange to give him a shock b4 he leaves us. lolz He wears til smart smart. haha...When will be my turns? I wondering, she bu de frens here sometimes when thinking, and someone i like jor. No no no!!! Yes yes yes!!! hahaha! miserable again.

Jus tell her i like her d. Ngai.....dont k le. As my fren says, Jackson, "say nia, dare to like dare to say!" haha! XXXXXXXDDDDDD sure need to responsible for words given. And i told her le how i gona to responsible. haha!

And i look for Global today. She tells me the VISA stuff. Probably i will out to KL make my VISA. Easy job one, jus the thumb scanning.== It is just available from 21 of June. i mean the date to make VISA. And planning to out on 15 of September! HAHAHA!! PORTSMOUTH im coming!

And im ngry! She has time to reply msg at fb, wait so long jus reply me short short! At message box thr pula! appear offline and appear offline again at fb! NGRY!! Cia me ice cream to cool me down if u see dao this message ba! HAHAHAHA!!!

Rasa Sayang and rasa sayang for jackson farewell =b

Damn bored today in the office. No people around. Alone in the office. Just a tauke of the site talk to me. I was surprise tat his daughter also study in UK. Lolz. Then we have a topic to chat with.

Noon time, i appoint KL out. Hahaha=b She is so funny sometimes. Ask her things she dun wan answer one. Make me so excited there. She seems like to see me excited there. Make my heart gatal gatal...Waiha!! lolz. We went to Rasa Sayang.

I order kampua which i like and love the most. Haha=b and she order Laksa...also nice ler. A few minutes ago, we saw our KLT frenz. Walao! hahaha=b so ngam ngam one! Lol. Li Xuan and Khim dem! Lolz... Ngai lor KL. Ahahaha=b And her mum's brother also at there. Woohoooo....xuan xi lin meng. hiak hiak hiak=b she how she reacts to her mum ler. hehhe=b make me so happy thr. heahahahhaxb

Around 5pm, we meet Jackson Chiong, Ker Li's relative ba. Far away de relative. but nice ler them. Hoho..good.=b And also meet with Xiao wei and Xiao Yun. They gifted Jackson a formal shirt. All the best to him baa. lolz take care frenz.

Wat a "lucky" Day!

Damn! And i hate being talk and misread by someone! Today, im all alone in the office. Do this and that...Wakaka! Superman yo! Thinkin of wana relax more after work by playing badminton,...

Who noe... a drunken security! In-nonsense one! Walao!! Make me wana beat him k him!!! Hng! So so so ngry!!! Wat a irresponsible security! Say he nvr see my pajero! QSE9168!! I will make u familiar with it one day! Trust me!! Hahaha!! And someone blocked me from stir up with him! Thanks a lot ler. Orelse maybe i will sentence in jail. haha...maybe...haiz....wat i own ppl actually. Alwas me kena Toto....hahhaa!!

And she ar, quite funny le. Wear 隐形眼镜 and say tat the moon is blur blur one. stupiak..=b but it is really blur becoz of cloud la. hahaha=b Sha po......

And i need to learn to be patient. Orelse, many trouble i will involve in. Who will control me if i oversea somedays? i wonder.... Bah!!!! Patient patient patient!!!!!

Yeppi=b

Today ar, i wake up early ler. Need to do some arrangement on my Dad's excavator. It goes to Bintulu, Golden Hope ler. Wuhuu....and i give the worker salary yi xia.

And i forget the way to Klinik Satu Malaysia. And i ask LKL. She told me the way. And she told me tat she used to live inside inside there, Teku Pasar thr. 还说是她的地盘。哈哈哈哈=b 很kampung下她=b

下午煮了菜，有点累，就去冲凉了。突然不到哦你哪里来的风，柯利她既然约我。=b 好开心好开心！=b哈哈哈 第一次被女生约～嘻嘻嘻=b 太高兴了！！！喝啊哈哈哈哈=b=b 他就认命吧，=b=b

A New Day

Hahaha...i can online at last.

Herm, but wat to do? still the same. Fb... chatting....doin those stuff same things...

Today at site got a bit clumsy. Haiz, din tell the sub con that the lorry was in used. Den blame me,..blame ba. Fire me better. haha

And someone has called me. I tot is office ppl. Ask me wer am i pula. And i stupidly answer her that im at F1, my site building name.==

Bah, a new day becoz today is Monday. ahaha=b stupiak=b

Chicken Burger Day

I was appointed to go for a drink. Before that, i was in my room. And i bath le then wana rest a while. A minute later, mum walked in. Slightly opened my door and asked.. " Ah Seng, you buy new woofer very nice to listen ha?, open and let mama hear yi xia~", then i opened. And i choose a song that she liked.粉红的回忆...

"You want to bring this woofer to England?", she added. I giggled. Then i told her that i might not bring this woofer to England ba. Over weight later will charge me de lor. haha=b

Then she started to comeout with her point.

"Ah Seng, remember to study hard over there," she said seriously. And i was a bit warm in my heart. coz long time din heart mum nagged me to study hard or whatever. Haha=b

"I will, mum", i replied. Then, i was in time to go out with friends for Limteh-ing. And i told her that i need to attend friend's birthday party. She left my room ler and start busy hers. huhu....

And i was still not feeling well. A bit burnt in my body. Too hot in my body. Urghhh...don't care ba. My friend want to leave Sibu soon. So out la. And they asked me whether i gt asked KL out o not. For sure they will ask ler. Just give chance for me to pick her up. Haha=b

And she keep on beat me, want beat me till i turn into pom bian! Or 包! Waaaaaa....hurts la. Attack me when im in weak condition. But still ok. Pull my ear again. Sniff sniff...She likes to act rashly with me. Don't hiu don't hiu me one. She looks cute while angry there. Hai hai hai~ ahaha=b

Then i take away the chicken burger that my friend recommend to me one. Quite nice at outlook. Hoho...

Quite nice the Chicken Burger. And i had a nice day too even tho im sick. Hehehe=b Guess who make me so cheerful ba~ Ben Dan

Sick Day

I was a bit not feeling well this morning. But still ok.

My job really torturing me. I don't know why my coordinator want us to do the stupid job. Checking over 1000+ trusses with 10000++mm long each. Bare hands felt like fire burnt...indeed. and the weather was freaking hot. Both of us almost fainted under the terrible sun. And i finished my water. Body starts to burn as i insufficient in water! Urrgghhhh!!!

I pass in the resignation letter straight away. Just put it on my boss table. ahaha! Really wana quit. And what a suc* organisation. Embarrassed and ashamed and shameful and disappointed...horrible, terrible and vegetable....

Make me feel more sick by just thinking of it.

玉龙山天恩寺 电脑展览

今天早上我起得特别早。。。比我之前要去上班的时间还要早。哈哈=b 就为了要安装新买的xforce2 woofer。。。嘻嘻。但是，咳，还要收拾房间，真麻烦。嗯，大概7点那样就醒了。勤劳吧

弟弟也在今天生病。发烧了。妈妈带他去看医生。我也买了extension。因为电线太短了！买了就飞回家立刻装上！哈哈哈。。。可以发挥了！

今天也下雨了吧。。。就叫妹妹注意妈妈晒的衣服。不然全部湿光光！会被吃炸弹的. 妈妈在巴刹打电话回来，说会去天恩寺。日月神生日的？就在去民都鲁的半路旁边。不管他，我继续开我的歌。直到我妈妈回来时，我才冲冲的准备，还给骂了一顿。。。还上错车！==

就这样我到了天恩寺。头有晕晕的了@@ 到了那里，冷风吹过。好冷。。。不错嘛，还有女生看。哈哈哈！妈妈还买了一柱大香，有龙头的哦。上好香，和姨丈车好大炮，便回家了。有人说如果我去，他去淋雨。敢淋！试一下！哈哈=b还给他讲了，就爱听她念我=b在信息里啦。回家去了。呜呼。。。

一到家便马上睡觉。啊，真累又晕。就这样睡着了。迷迷糊糊的。。。

但我醒来时，已经是4点多了。妈妈还打回来，叫我去杀螃蟹！罪过罪过。在载我妹妹时，我把巧克力带去给雪利。哇，他选了好久，果然没有骗我。哈哈=b能知她和她妹妹和好，心里也随着高兴起来=）

晚上，我打给卢柯利，说我先去载她。他骗我说没去。哇.。。。急死我。就那么爱开玩笑=b 有不相信她几次，最后还是相信她。没有选择了。呜。。她真的很像他妈妈，对，他妈妈，是他妈妈的，女儿。。。哇哈哈哈哈 以前她化妆，像。。。。。。。。。O_O 还是化一点点的好看。嗯嗯。第一次称赞她下，在blogger这里啦。嘻嘻

我们去pc fair了。还是很多人。人山人海。。。我也买了一把pendrive送给我的朋友，惠祥。跟他拿的之前的来交换。也当作他生日礼物吧。哈哈哈哈。早叻

之后，我们就到了亲善。看到很多‘已经煮过’的人了。我又叫七味汤。哈哈。。。嗯，他就不会吃龙眼吗？照常，他把他的龙眼给了我，令我想起那天他说的垃圾。== 好伤心。哈哈=b 知道是开玩笑的啦。=）他有很好的时候。嘻嘻。。。没有很terrible。。。是vegetable。。。哈哈

好爱睡了，自己也病了，休息了，给弟弟吃药了。。。ZZ 就此停笔。晚安。晚安。。。

Leh Ling's Wedding Day...

I was lazy in the morning and i din attend the morning section ceremony. They tricked the bridegroom. wohooo... it's interesting and funny by looking at the photo.

We went to the pc fair. And i bought a Divoom brand, xForce 2....cost me around RM245. And i bought a laser mouse. RM35.

And we "bao" the red packet to the couple. RM30 each. Is enuf. Hahah=b their performance were so nice and our performance was so not nice! Laoya...din rehearsal la! But we tried our very best dy. Shaking all the way while singing. And mostly all out of voice. We admitted it. OK!!!! haha=b

Then i sang again. Now this time we sang in geng!! ahahaha=b sang 月亮代表我的心...nice le.

We had a great day at he 旺喜楼...haha=b trying to install the woofer but forced by someone to go to sleep lor. wan an lor. i go lor. tomolo juz install ba. == messy also my table. haha=b Nitez!

Practicing Song's Day

We have a rehearsal at a friend house. I forget her name le. Coz dun noe her name. ahaha=b She plays piano well. And we have 8 ppl all together. I need to solo at the second part! Arrr!!! Hope im nt nervous at that times.

And after tat, we have the dinner at Qin Shan. My friend's aunty so good. Treat us eat. Wuhuuu...free 7 taste soup is free today. And feel dizzy again after eating.@@ Sometin wrong eith me i think. So sad and heartless this few days.

And im quite touch this afternoon. Thanks for the Green Bean Soup...Felt warm a lot after ate it.=b

Practice Well ba!!

Ironman 2

Ahahaha=b Again, i felt lazy. Huhuu...thinking of resign again. Haiz...So fan nao and so miserable@@

Nearly break down today. Thanks frens for willing acc me riding bike, jokes around and fool around. We suppose to eat at Rasa Sayang,. Who noe, closed! Then it was really sayang le. Ahaha. Then i brought them to Rejang Medical back there restaurant eat. Wao...the place where i brought Xin Xin them go b4. Its amazing u noe. The food is nice than the first times i come. I order Apple juice but drank honeydew juice at last. It's suppose to be Ah Kiong's juice. == Then i ordered Sour Sweet Fish Rice....and ordered again Chao Dong Feng.... wuhuuu...hungry like wat wat.

Not only me ordered second times. So do them. Then i was on time to watch the movie. Ironman 2...hehehe=b It is really awesome. Just the climax parts i loved nia....Others are craps. Aha~

Wondering wat she is thinking on me. Hope she finds a better one than me.## Miserable ar

And somebody's message have awaken me up. I think too many mayb. haiz...Really stupid lor me. End with loneliness........(sobbing)...........

Facing the giant

This movie is good. Facing the giant, means to face the difficulties steadily. Erm, to face the tasks that might happen in our daily life together with God's power and bla bla bla....=b

Haiz, did i face the giant today le? I think so. Not only one.== It was so dangerous at site. The cantilever beams were cracked and almost fall down! It was too heavy for the beams and the columns to support the RC gutter.Wohooooo... After the checking, we found out that there was no lapping properly in steel-bar. There were some problems with the design. A laoya designer. Our Resident Engineer still don't know this case. If he knows ar, then all the stuff need to redo.

The Sub Con asked the KATO to hang the RC gutter up then installed the woods, stacked the woods up to support the hanging RC gutter. Construction Manager was in the incident as well. And it is raining day again. Not very heavy one.

And I brought the office people, C.O.W.... Ah Chan? He is a Chinese actually but married a Malay. They all went to KL for vacation. I fetched them at the jetty. And i found out tat his daughter was quite pretty. Still studying. Matrix one. Wuhuuu... 5 all Malays with tudung== Urghhh...hahaha=b We went to SCR for our lunch. He treated me. After tat, we went to airport le.

At first, i was thinking there. Since he treated me ady, no need to claim the oil fee from him ler. But who noe, he gave me RM50 for oil fee! Hahahha=b I untung jor. wuhuuuuu....B a driver ba? Earn more oh? hahaha=b jk jk

And i bought TOTO. All come out terbalik one. haizz....no tat luck. Go buy You Cha Kuih eat while waiting for him at jetty. Nice le the YCK.My fren's mum make one. At Rajang there.

Im wondering sometimes. Why i know her lately? She is nice also ler. Haiz...so flower heart. hahaha! nitez seng

Unforgettable Raining Day

It was heavy down-poured yesterday. And i so happy again at the site. Coz no need to go out le ma. Stay in the office! Ahahaha=b And i was called to come to hostel. Something serious happen. Actually they are talking about a girl. Waaaaa....I just realize it. Wohoooo.... =b

And they cooked in the kitchen. First time see her cooking. Waaaa. So funny.hahaha=b=b

And i wake up and continue writing my blog== Sleep jor. We went to a garden? Don't know wats tat place. Got bridge one. And im the first time to pass tat bridge. As if i found a partner in my life ady, walk together the bridge under a raining day.== Ppl tot us crazy or wat mayb. She is bad. Cheats my feeling 2 times. Hair at the wall instead of hairline crack at the wall, and the Oh Ceh in her hand, elbow thr.== But im ok. The second one is my fault...A bit my fault. Sniff.

Take good care ar!!!!! I mean myself hahaha Bye bye=b

My Junior Birthday Party

Again, i wrote my blog lately.

Today at my site, i was a bit dizzy. Got a bit fever. Head was damn dizzy. so i took a rest at my friend's table there. I think it must be caused by the rain yesterday... lolz

Out of a sudden, the Boss of site informed me that there would be 4 lorries of sands.... sure i go arrange it lor. Haha=b Then there were around 30 lorries of stones ready to be filled at the car park.

Till the noon time,...break time,....i din out for lunch but my office's friend helped me to Da Bao chicken rice. Then before that, i was so exciting in making prank call to her using the office number. Hahaha=b Who knows that she knows ar!!! Gek Dao when she can so easily guess dao who am i.

BBQ ler tonite. So nice the chicken wings, lamb meat, pig three layers meat...and so on...And i drink alcohol wohooo 3 cups nia. lolz Then sure will drive back slowly. Before that, i brought my friends out to Delta Mall. haha=b they bought a lot! Keke

Wohooo....cant write it all out in a time. Lolz. That's the life. So wonderful alwayz. Yeap, indeed~=b

Good nitez~

Mixed Fruit Day =b

As usual, im working at my site. Balai Polis there near to Igan bridge. This morning, the tilers from China complaint to me about the insufficient of cements!! Haiz, of coz i go look for my Site Boss. Ask him bout the cements things. Then, bla bla bla, all settle down. huhu.

I was trapped at site. Becoz of raining day la. No others meaning. lolz Then after the rain stopped, i went back to office. B4 that, my friend has called me for the further study stuff. Haiz, so FAN AR!!!! See how the agent arrange for me! Haha

I had a dream last night.. It was cruel! In my dream, i murdered a person! With my friend David Kung! At first, i just fainted him down by using hard stuff. Then he used minyak and burnt his face! Walao! So cruel than me! hahaha=b then suddenly! A girl!... with her mean smile has awaken me up! It was 6.20am in the morning ady. Thanks to her ba? coz wake me up without mum calling me up from bed. wakaka=b

We were prepared for the fellowship of the night. I acted as two characters. Acter and Singer. Haha=b We used to practice and prepare a bit bit well for the performances. Wao, so busy again. haha=b

Then after my work, i went to friend house and took a bath and rest. Sleep jor. lolz

And i arrived the fellowship place. And i apologize to her in front of Jesus. ...+... <---- symbol =b She sat beside me and listen to my apology. Thanks God as the witness. Wiwiit~She knew it ady. I know. Pretend nothing happen like that. Tsk tsk tsk... And she is tricking me one, i know. haha=b

Then we started the performance. And our group is the first group. About the chewing gum advertisement d. Hwaaaaa..number 1. After finished my performance in group 1, then i standby in group 5 again with David kung. Wahaha=b Kill two birds with one stone.

We sang I WILL FOLLOW HIM...Keke.

After the fellowship, we went to Taman Muhibah. Same style,...order Mixed Fruit eat and drink. Now she is good le. At least she hiu me le. Hahaha=b She wants to Du Qi with me actually. Haiz...forgive her ba. Anyway, sees her cheer back ba. The same style, she doesn't like Dragon Eyes? So she gives it to me. Last time she just give me directly. Din says a word. Today ar, Awwww.... heart nearly stopped beating when heard she said that. Haha! I put tat dragon eye in my mouth ler then she said that she thrown the rubbish in the bowl ady, dun noe why i ate it up. == Wa!!!!! hahaha! But at least i know she is joking lor. Next time i will order for her Mixed Fruit without dragon eye le. hahaha

I met with my Zhu Zhang....hahaha=b She is so energetic. Waaa..lolz And i met my Biao Jie, and she is the most pretty one~ Wiwiit~ Her name is Xiao Wei~ Same pronunciation with my friend but two are totally different. Huhu

Sleep luuu. Thats all for today..nitez. Happy Mixed Fruit Day=b

A Busy Happy Sad Party Day==

It was just over around 25 minutes ago. I attended a BBQ party which organised by the Rotaract and Leo Club. I was happy and excited for the moment.

That morning, i was a bit upset. Because someone, don't know why... and im getting sad when she din't reply me. Not din't reply, but talk. Maybe because of that night's fellowship? I did tell her that i went for badminton with my relatives. But i din't tell her that i will going to fellowship. Just want to surprise her. Indeed. So i said that i din't went to fellowship. And i was just late around half and hour. And i asked her where she was. She told me that she was in the hostel. I was on the way to the hostel that moment already. hehehe

When i reached hostel, i din see her car. I turned for three rounds inside the hostel. Confirmed no! So I assumed that she went back home le. Ya, indeed. During the fellowshipping, my handphone ngam ngam hao no more battery. So i din on my handphone till i get back home. And i was worried that time. I wanted to tell her that i was in the fellowship ady. But how? my handphone no more battery!! WTH! I was thinking there again. Hope she is good. Ya, always in good condition. haha=b And there is an angel's game. I joined it. Haha=b Guess my mortal people is who ba. hahaha So, after the fellowship, i went home. Till i read the message.....

In the message, she was angry!...She said that i was very busy for the night! haha!! And i hope she was just joking. Till now she still dont want to "hiu" me. hahaha!!! Poor english. Ok ba. Nvm im bad guy. I bully her. I used balloon tricked her. I said her that she is bad. My fault!!

And im not happy at all. Till the end of the BBQ, i tried to cheer up myself with games that my friends used to play with me. And im happy. She is happy too=b Y? YYYY!!!!!!!!!! Mood had just turned a new leaf when saw her smile. I was thinking at that moment. Why am i happy and cheer back when see her smile? Hopw she just tricking me. Im stupid. I admitted. Stupid in everything. And i started to understand my friend's words... somehow....

Why she wants to do this to me? why? Just tricking me? Better don't la...im stupid one. Later on i really think that she is angry. Hate me ba!!! haha!

And today, i had called the agent. To Portsmouth one. She has told me that the Official Offer Letter is still in progress. Which means that the real offer letter. They are helping me to follow up with it. And i am relieved that they do so. From her information, i will be going to KL to make my VISA card if they received the offer letter in JUNE!!. Hahaha=b Visa! NOT the ATM bank card lo. Lolz. I used to think like that before. There will be an interview section.

"Sir, why u wan further ur study in england?"

"To gain more extra information from others country, and perhaps, i will be getting a good career when i graduated! hahaha=b And if possible, i will come back and contribute to Malaysia! Yay( tipu them one)!!!" But anyway, i will be coming back Malaysia after a certain years. 5 years maybe if i can get a job there. I will develop and work either in Brunei or Singapore or Labuan. hohoho...

Lastly, i hope she is cheerful and keeps happy like that moment. I will leave more relievedly, with not grudge to England. And perhaps everyone. She hurts me. And i just write out the point. . Wake up man!!!

A Busy Happy Sad Party Day. Take care! NITEZ!

Cloudy day...

This morning, i am about to get to the site as usual. WTF!!! The boss is coming in the office silently. And after 10 minutes ago, he starts to blame people! Wakao! So tiger looked! Smashed the table, scold the stuff with no mercy! He is pissing off!!

Then i quickly tidy my things and get out from there ASAP. By then, i feel back the harmony and peacefulness. hahaha=b Many people aasking me why the boss pissed off! == Not happy with stuff's works lor. stupid... haha!

And today, i scared a girl. She asks me open webcam ma. Haiz... and i turn off light den suddenly appear in front of wecam! hahahaha=b really horrible one me. lolz She ar, really sked dao. sori lor~lhahaha

My dad has taken back his watch from me. wuuuuu.....just wear it for one nite. And somebody...wuuuuuu.....My watch... lolz

Haiz, i need to practice song for Friday's nite use. I WILL FOLLOW HIM

Tats all~

Stealing or Prank?

Donnoe y... sometimes felt tat life is threatening me like hell. Depressed and full with tiredness... Really tired of my mind. lolz. However, life still need me and i still need live. Wakaka

A terrible day today. My workplace there had occurred some horrible things. Don't know why the electric wires are all pull out. Messy avwer. The polices are in the scene after one hour. == so late. See how poor the services in Sibu. Im nearly speechless. But still can talk there. lolz

They claimed their loss through the insurances. Clever... hoho... Congrates to them! hiak hiak hiak

New Watch!!!

Yay!! My dad presented me a watch! Automatic Swiss made one! Waaaaa!! So shocking after mum ask my mei mei asking me to try for it. wuhuuuu=b One costs around RM3,000+ walao!! haha=b Need to protect it good good ler. THANKS DAD!

Today im making the potato salad. Nxt times ar, need remember to addin salt to cook the potatoes ar!! Or else it will tasteless. wuhuuu...

Ingredients: salad, eggs, milk, tuna and the hai tai~seaweeds. wahaha=b Gt same like cafe cafe oh. Wan try? hiak hiak hiak

A miserable day...

About one and half hours ago, i juz arrived home. As usual, i went to the fellowship with frens. haha=b Then we have our dinner at Taman Muhibah. wuuhuuu.

We saw our frenz. Ng,... not very closed one la. But still know each other. keke... And the day before today, there is a rumor about my boss in the office?? there is sometin happen ler. Seriously... That makes me so miserable le. I don't like my boss, quite much but still hopes tat he is ok one la. Not tat bad la me. haizz...hate him or like him? of coz not like girls de like la.

And had a heavy downpour. Cause me cannot take the level at site. The earth filling and cutting will be proceeded soon. So i was ordered to take the level. YES! RAIN! lolz Save my energy a lotz. wiiwiit~ haha=b

Today, i am very moody. Wondering whether i want to resign from my work. It is worthless. Nothing to be hoped. I had asked Miss Lai to send me the format of resignation letter. Hahahaha...she gives me the funny one!! lolz...

Then, i went to swimming pool with friends. They are so enjoyed at there. huhu...And my site supervisor, an old man, today will be his last day. Zhu ta yi lu shun fen~

A Busy Day!

Why this kind of things will happen? Is normal for all construction sites ba...==

The site incident is just like playing the football. - Passing the ball round and round. Haiz,...

I still remembered last Saturday. Mr. Ting, haha=b, same first name as me, had complained to me about the perimeter drain. The drain base can't pass as the telephone's pipes are to high within the drain level. The sub-contractor of the electric pipe was there too. Then we discussed it together on how to solve the problem.

The next day, which is today, the sub-contractor of electric pipe does not proceed his works. Why? Because his BOSS, asked him, told him not to do it. Money again== What to do? Of course follows boss instruction la! haizzz....

Then, Mr Ting was so mad that he din't proceed his work. So he cuts off the pipe and proceeds his work concreting there. I try my best to stop him already. But, ...haiz... so stubborn. Luckily the M&E ppl who is in-charge of pipes come. Then he just orders his workers to dig the drain deep and level down the pipes.

According to him, the problem of pipes he doesn't know. == Actually, he is sitting in the office. Do nth in office beside online. He said again,...before concreting, must inform him first! ... Yet he did not go site one. How to know? He even don't know why the level needs to put so deep down. I think i can change position with him already. hahaha=b!!! After i explained, he just know. Waaa,...an engineer~ hahaha

He says again,' next time ar, don't cut the pipe, ok?'

"Got next time again meh?", I answered. He was speechless.

All things were solved. Except the main-hole's pipe. Wait and see tomorrow ba.

I explained so many times to so many people that want to know what was going on. The head of electric, the M&E people, The electric sub-contractor, my coordinator, my friend, workers....repeat and explain the same things 6 times. ==

Busy day ma?

A bad day and a stupid thief

Today, i wake up around 7am. After taking my breakfast with family, stay at home right away. And wait for the next order from mum n dad. Finally, my predicted thing had come true. lolz... Go to my village. Is a bit haunted, but still can accommodate. And...

WTH!!! The store was broke in! My kitchen at the back door was crashed in as well. == Mess around... Haiz.... What a stupid thieves. Take priceless things....but only one valuable thing

Things that have gone from my sight at first were 2 gas stoves, my luggage( free), antic clock(valuable), knife, Big knife for chopping coconuts, and others unimportant things.

Then, we searched around and we found out that some of the things were left in the bushes. I think that only one or two thieves. As they can't carry all things away in times. Haiz, i took it back to store again. Dad repaired the door and put those stuff back again.

Is Indonesia labour ba? Anyway, be careful.