It was just over around 25 minutes ago. I attended a BBQ party which organised by the Rotaract and Leo Club. I was happy and excited for the moment.
That morning, i was a bit upset. Because someone, don't know why... and im getting sad when she din't reply me. Not din't reply, but talk. Maybe because of that night's fellowship? I did tell her that i went for badminton with my relatives. But i din't tell her that i will going to fellowship. Just want to surprise her. Indeed. So i said that i din't went to fellowship. And i was just late around half and hour. And i asked her where she was. She told me that she was in the hostel. I was on the way to the hostel that moment already. hehehe
When i reached hostel, i din see her car. I turned for three rounds inside the hostel. Confirmed no! So I assumed that she went back home le. Ya, indeed. During the fellowshipping, my handphone ngam ngam hao no more battery. So i din on my handphone till i get back home. And i was worried that time. I wanted to tell her that i was in the fellowship ady. But how? my handphone no more battery!! WTH! I was thinking there again. Hope she is good. Ya, always in good condition. haha=b And there is an angel's game. I joined it. Haha=b Guess my mortal people is who ba. hahaha So, after the fellowship, i went home. Till i read the message.....
In the message, she was angry!...She said that i was very busy for the night! haha!! And i hope she was just joking. Till now she still dont want to "hiu" me. hahaha!!! Poor english. Ok ba. Nvm im bad guy. I bully her. I used balloon tricked her. I said her that she is bad. My fault!!
And im not happy at all. Till the end of the BBQ, i tried to cheer up myself with games that my friends used to play with me. And im happy. She is happy too=b Y? YYYY!!!!!!!!!! Mood had just turned a new leaf when saw her smile. I was thinking at that moment. Why am i happy and cheer back when see her smile? Hopw she just tricking me. Im stupid. I admitted. Stupid in everything. And i started to understand my friend's words... somehow....
Why she wants to do this to me? why? Just tricking me? Better don't la...im stupid one. Later on i really think that she is angry. Hate me ba!!! haha!
And today, i had called the agent. To Portsmouth one. She has told me that the Official Offer Letter is still in progress. Which means that the real offer letter. They are helping me to follow up with it. And i am relieved that they do so. From her information, i will be going to KL to make my VISA card if they received the offer letter in JUNE!!. Hahaha=b Visa! NOT the ATM bank card lo. Lolz. I used to think like that before. There will be an interview section.
"Sir, why u wan further ur study in england?"
"To gain more extra information from others country, and perhaps, i will be getting a good career when i graduated! hahaha=b And if possible, i will come back and contribute to Malaysia! Yay( tipu them one)!!!" But anyway, i will be coming back Malaysia after a certain years. 5 years maybe if i can get a job there. I will develop and work either in Brunei or Singapore or Labuan. hohoho...
Lastly, i hope she is cheerful and keeps happy like that moment. I will leave more relievedly, with not grudge to England. And perhaps everyone. She hurts me. And i just write out the point. . Wake up man!!!
A Busy Happy Sad Party Day. Take care! NITEZ!